You might be wondering what that has to do with the number 13. I think writing this down might help me get out of this funk, so here goes...
For as long as I can remember, 13 is a symbolic number in my family. So many things happen on the 13th. I was born on the 13th, my youngest sister was born on the 13th, my grandparents moved to Florida on the 13th, to lot number 13, the Luke Bryan concert I was going to attend was on the 13th (duh this is totally significant! :)) among many other things. My grandfather also passed away on the 13th - and the 13 year anniversary of his death will be March 13 this year. Exactly 1 month before the 13 year anniversary of my grandfathers entry to heaven - my family and I buried my Uncle/Godfather , my grandfathers son, and sent him to eternal rest.
For the past 2 weeks, I keep asking myself, why? Why do good people get taken from us too soon. Why does this have to happen to my family - a good loving family who tries to do as much good as we can? Why?
But then, I remember the number 13 - and oddly - I find comfort in that. Because, for us, 13 isn't a bad number, and it isn't unlucky. It's a symbol of happiness, new adventures, and love. And even though my grandfather and uncle passed into eternal rest on the 13th - I know it was because they were no longer needed here on this Earth, but needed by the hands of God to help pour out the rain- and they left us on the 13th so that we could find comfort in their new journey. Today I am thankful for the number 13.
Thanks for reading! I have so many teaching ideas to share with you and hopefully getting this off my chest will help me get my behind moving!
Ashley, my heart goes out to you and your family! I'm glad that you can find some peace in a challenging time.
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